Is this going too far? I miss my stepbrother!

I want to feel a hot cock in my pussy, but the last guy who really gave me a good time was my stepbrother. My whole body is yearning for him to fuck me, but isn’t that forbidden? I want his cock in my mouth, and I’d love for him to fuck me hard bareback and squirt a creampie into my wet hole. I hope I don’t go to hell for thinking this. But he simply has the best cock, and he fucked me so hard. I don’t want anyone else!